April 28 2025 Pancake Marathon
- Apr 28
- 4 min read
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
Today I find myself with serenity: a piece of mind and Clarity in my life, this Serenity is just as simple as me showing up to life and the life that I want to be of and run with; yes in my moment of recovery that has always been just for today: just for the second / just for a moment just to breathe/ give me some clarity no matter what degree, has helped me come to a moment of sanity: which is ultimately a moment of serenity.
as I come to this I find some Bliss some Harmony some moment of willingness that maybe I didn't quite see that I had before, it was from that of the incomprehensible demoralization of itself(per se) to where all I wanted was just to live but I didn't know how to; it's in this moment that I see that I always had that choice: that's not that I didn't know that I just did not comprehend that by the choices that I was doing was making it this way and even if I did it really simply comes down to the simple fact of “how do I stop making those choices?”
Topic
Living: as I start to live today I see that I was living before but that was surviving, as I open up my mind to that of the acceptance that I was surviving: even in the form of it as living, in truth I was surviving and not thriving: which ultimately is the my goal(=the steps/my plan of action/to stop reacting: as I put my effort into my goal will I find the time to have a peace of mind and to then be able to give what I have been given:An actual action… through my willingness to comprehend Serenity and no new peace) for everything was just to thrive and stop surviving; so today because I realize the differences and I'm seeing that I have a choice but it's because of the choices I make today that help me to live?
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
living:
Honesty👀
as I start to live today I see that I was living before but that was surviving,
Open-mindedness👀
as I open up my mind to that of the acceptance that I was surviving: even in the form of it as living, in truth I was surviving and not thriving: which ultimately is the my goal(=the steps/my plan of action/to stop reacting: as I put my effort into my goal will I find the time to have a peace of mind and to then be able to give what I have been given:An actual action… through my willingness to comprehend Serenity and no new peace) for everything was just to thrive and stop surviving;
Willingness 👀
so today because I realize the differences and I'm seeing that I have a choice but it's because of the choices I make today that help me to live?
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
living life on life's terms has shaped who I has always been and now it's still stands true: to not shut the door on the past nor regret to: has been Light that has helped me beyond measure: for I was in darkness and all I could do and see: was see that “ the blind was leading the blind,” within that now I have maybe just an ember of light/ maybe it's a candlelight/ to ultimately I see that I am the light: you know the man in the mirror; for that is my delight and I recognize that in moments where I have and hold as true and being the face as an actions by: which in truth are not actions they're just reactions: because ultimately I'm saying I need help: but I'm saying it in a way that's pushing everybody away or I'm asking the universe for help and I'm just have to give time time and Trust that God of my understanding is here and answering(my prayers) it's just that moment of analysis is paralysis: my stinking thinking that were highlighted by the incomprehensible demoralization that was only a pitfall; So as it simply comes to life today, I found my way my worth by trying: and yes maybe that's trashy to some but it's a treasure I have because of the spiritual awakening in the of the result of these steps and learning to trust…. as well as the simple fact of It's Always a great day it's up to me though to keep it that way.
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