June 1 2025 Pancake Marathon
- Jun 1
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June 1 2025 Pancake Marathon(click here to understand the each built point)
If with (parentheses and slanted) = it is to just for an easier read
word context, will help you best to Comprehend the word serenity when it comes to interpreting my language structure within all context
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
I find it moments where I just am not with it as much as I was in moments in what seemed more than great, I'm attempting to find humility and Grace within this moment of transition: in its simplest way of communication; for today doing this right now: I don't want to per se in the way of: where I'm at now in my life opposed to how I would have done it in the past.
but that's the difference,
it's not that the past isn't there and it's not that it's not being added to now when I think about it( or that's the thing I don't focus on the fact of revisiting my past, because I'm living it now adding to it; so actuality I'm making it my present into my future…. but still it stands true that reliving the past is creating no future at all.); As I do my best to hold
Forgiveness
[Holding space for moments of growth]
for the pain that I'm holding on to[
Addiction]:
as yes for myself and for the Moment of clarity[
Serenity]
and unity[
spirituality/ seeing and adding: value/ ]
within having that space being created within myself[
Coloring my path of the wreckage/
healing from the incomprehensible demoralization that is a pitfall]
by keeping my side of the street clean(
seeing my actions/
active part of recovery:
opposed to active reactive states of addiction
That were created within or maybe from: the manifestation, of that of my alcoholism
alcoholism is a hopeless state: of body and mind.)
being that their temporary
the same as happiness and sadness are the same they're only temporary
maybe that's one reason why there's that saying within the proverb “ one man's trash is another man's treasure[But of course it's always about acceptance of the viewing through the lens as Batman being the hero].”)
it's like the same comprehension
by what is the god of my understanding
your new approach to life
I say untruthful because maybe that's the easiest way to comprehend
how others have yet to process the pain
that both of you are holding on to
for it's not that you don't have a part in this
but that's their pain they get to forgive themselves
for that's their responsibility not yours
{1.1} especially if they're approaching it from the lens as Batman being a hero
{1.2} because to them your lens as being the Joker: your new character, that seems to be hypocritical.
and another way to understand what I mean is you all grow
so Life On Life's terms yes
what worked in the past might not be what is needed through what is being realistic in that sense of what is living life and life's terms
so just because it worked in the past doesn't mean it's going to work now
you can't rest on your laurels
so that last Serenity Prayer: even if it was seconds ago, you got to keep on putting the work in so you can manifest the life that you want
that's what they mean within or at least my interpretation of Promise one: painstaking: which ultimately means the work that you're putting in.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
and my house in order and(
my body and mind: Recovering from alcoholism and actions through addiction)
then I'm able to zen my garden(
Reaping what I saw
Reaping what you sow: religious
getting what you focus on: science
getting what you feel: spirituality).
and yet it's always funny
to realize that when I reflect back on how I was interacting with my
feelings: yes be that the ego(
Self-seeking
the eye
societal built foundations
that are absolutely spiritual
pit falls
being that their temporary
the same as happiness and sadness are the same they're only temporary
maybe that's one reason why there's that saying within the proverb “ one man's trash is another man's treasure[But of course it's always about acceptance of the viewing through the lens as Batman being the hero].”)
it's like the same comprehension
by what is the god of my understanding
your new approach to life
I say untruthful because maybe that's the easiest way to comprehend
how others have yet to process the pain
that both of you are holding on to
for it's not that you don't have a part in this
but that's their pain they get to forgive themselves
for that's their responsibility not yours
{1.1} especially if they're approaching it from the lens as Batman being a hero
{1.2} because to them your lens as being the Joker: your new character, that seems to be hypocritical.
and another way to understand what I mean is you all grow
so Life On Life's terms yes
what worked in the past might not be what is needed through what is being realistic in that sense of what is living life and life's terms
so just because it worked in the past doesn't mean it's going to work now
you can't rest on your laurels
so that last Serenity Prayer: even if it was seconds ago, you got to keep on putting the work in so you can manifest the life that you want
that's what they mean within or at least my interpretation of Promise one: painstaking: which ultimately means the work that you're putting in.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
that are only ever built on quicksand
being that their temporary
the same as happiness and sadness are the same they're only temporary
maybe that's one reason why there's that saying within the proverb “ one man's trash is another man's treasure[But of course it's always about acceptance of the viewing through the lens as Batman being the hero].”)
it's like the same comprehension
by what is the god of my understanding
your new approach to life
I say untruthful because maybe that's the easiest way to comprehend
how others have yet to process the pain
that both of you are holding on to
for it's not that you don't have a part in this
but that's their pain they get to forgive themselves
for that's their responsibility not yours
{1.1} especially if they're approaching it from the lens as Batman being a hero
{1.2} because to them your lens as being the Joker: your new character, that seems to be hypocritical.
and another way to understand what I mean is you all grow
so Life On Life's terms yes
what worked in the past might not be what is needed through what is being realistic in that sense of what is living life and life's terms
so just because it worked in the past doesn't mean it's going to work now
you can't rest on your laurels
so that last Serenity Prayer: even if it was seconds ago, you got to keep on putting the work in so you can manifest the life that you want
that's what they mean within or at least my interpretation of Promise one: painstaking: which ultimately means the work that you're putting in.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
, kicking in(
My stinking thinking
maybe my unrealistic expect
the way that I was approaching it
because I have trust issues we all do
that maybe was created through unrealistic approaches that were built on societies foundations)
; but it's within this new framework: the new character that I'm developing(
that brings closest to me of the mindset of what is a hypocrite
As an Normie could simply say
that being a hypocrite is wrong
now I bring this context from that of this being the latter of
not being a hypocrite in recovery is okay
it's like the same comprehension
by what is the god of my understanding
your new approach to life
I say untruthful because maybe that's the easiest way to comprehend
how others have yet to process the pain
that both of you are holding on to
for it's not that you don't have a part in this
but that's their pain they get to forgive themselves
for that's their responsibility not yours
{1.1} especially if they're approaching it from the lens as Batman being a hero
{1.2} because to them your lens as being the Joker: your new character, that seems to be hypocritical.
and another way to understand what I mean is you all grow
so Life On Life's terms yes
what worked in the past might not be what is needed through what is being realistic in that sense of what is living life and life's terms
so just because it worked in the past doesn't mean it's going to work now
you can't rest on your laurels
so that last Serenity Prayer: even if it was seconds ago, you got to keep on putting the work in so you can manifest the life that you want
that's what they mean within or at least my interpretation of Promise one: painstaking: which ultimately means the work that you're putting in.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
of what is developing your new character
your new approach to life
I say untruthful because maybe that's the easiest way to comprehend
how others have yet to process the pain
that both of you are holding on to
for it's not that you don't have a part in this
but that's their pain they get to forgive themselves
for that's their responsibility not yours
{1.1} especially if they're approaching it from the lens as Batman being a hero
{1.2} because to them your lens as being the Joker: your new character, that seems to be hypocritical.
and another way to understand what I mean is you all grow
so Life On Life's terms yes
what worked in the past might not be what is needed through what is being realistic in that sense of what is living life and life's terms
so just because it worked in the past doesn't mean it's going to work now
you can't rest on your laurels
so that last Serenity Prayer: even if it was seconds ago, you got to keep on putting the work in so you can manifest the life that you want
that's what they mean within or at least my interpretation of Promise one: painstaking: which ultimately means the work that you're putting in.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
As you know forgiveness when we do and make our men's is almost seen as untruthful per se
I say untruthful because maybe that's the easiest way to comprehend
how others have yet to process the pain
that both of you are holding on to
for it's not that you don't have a part in this
but that's their pain they get to forgive themselves
for that's their responsibility not yours
{1.1} especially if they're approaching it from the lens as Batman being a hero
{1.2} because to them your lens as being the Joker: your new character, that seems to be hypocritical.
and another way to understand what I mean is you all grow
so Life On Life's terms yes
what worked in the past might not be what is needed through what is being realistic in that sense of what is living life and life's terms
so just because it worked in the past doesn't mean it's going to work now
you can't rest on your laurels
so that last Serenity Prayer: even if it was seconds ago, you got to keep on putting the work in so you can manifest the life that you want
that's what they mean within or at least my interpretation of Promise one: painstaking: which ultimately means the work that you're putting in.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
And maybe the simplest way to comprehend what is going on and how hypocrite within recovery is okay
is because they have yet to accept that you're trying to change your ways
and that is why in recovery it's okay to be a hypocrite
and another way to understand what I mean is you all grow
so Life On Life's terms yes
what worked in the past might not be what is needed through what is being realistic in that sense of what is living life and life's terms
so just because it worked in the past doesn't mean it's going to work now
you can't rest on your laurels
so that last Serenity Prayer: even if it was seconds ago, you got to keep on putting the work in so you can manifest the life that you want
that's what they mean within or at least my interpretation of Promise one: painstaking: which ultimately means the work that you're putting in.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
) That will help you live the life that you're willing to live and be part of: finding that balance within a threefold disease(
We are all attempting to balance that of
mental/ emotional
Spiritual
and our bodies
when we have all three balanced we are actually there
if one of those is not in Balance
slogan in recovery: then we are all not there even if we're there).
So I embark on
moments from seeing that I do and did have something to learn, yes and it's not that it doesn't suck or isn't with its own challenges: that present me to go ahead and Conquer that moment(
but that's the funny thing about conquering something
if one moment I did not be at my 100 and I might be at my 30%
, the next moment my conquer me
I mean you get what you give
and you did that freely so in that way you get to keep it.
careful what you ask for because when you get it you might not be happy.
slogan: careful what you wish for.”
Even though the trump card in this is to specifically ask if you get three wishes.
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
); but maybe the moment when I do conquer that might just simply be me recovering.
I would say simply that maybe those moments when I find that recovery is a challenge, because I don't comprehend the unity Factor Within what am I recovering towards/ getting back: and maybe even growing from;
as that being the key factor to all of this(
This makes you think of what it means per se to have a
Redo/
deja vu
In the sense of you can't go back and change the past
which really means you can only jump timelines To be able to have a different experience
because you can't change that timeline's existence/ story/ lineage/ or laurels
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
Run that since there's the power of accept
in the same sense of itself there is the absolute of when I mean by
you're just adding to your past through the now moment
for the now moment is the only thing that exists
they're just many different now moments and it seems like we're going to the future or the past but in truth we're just going to a different now moment
maybe most understood through that of
quantum physics
string theory
fractals.
) to be seen maybe as acting on your new spiritual Awakenings and you trying.
Topic
Coming to terms: within Coming to Terms I find that I get to try but I don't have to, I say I don't have to because who does no one: but the point being here is it's about acceptance and an attitude of gratitude( gratitude in its simplest aspect is counting will you have and what you're capable of doing right now); As I see my life today, I start seeing this moment of how can I be of service and give freely what I have: maybe only by coming to terms with how capable I am within that moment?
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why;” but how will you do it?
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
Coming to terms:
Honesty👀
within Coming to Terms I find that I get to try but I don't have to,
Open-mindedness👀
I say I don't have to because who does no one: but the point being here is it's about acceptance and an attitude of gratitude( gratitude in its simplest aspect is counting will you have and what you're capable of doing right now);
Willingness 👀
As I see my life today, I start seeing this moment of how can I be of service and give freely what I have: maybe only by coming to terms with how capable I am within that moment?
APS: Acronyms (bold) / Principles (italic) / Slogans (underlined)
PS: You can click the APS area to see more
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
Minds are like parachutes, actions speak louder than words but words cut deeper than swords and those wounds truly are always there but just maybe painted over; so I see the power and willingness of leaving a better than I found it because that's how I get to try today and in moments when it's just too much that's okay because that's where my HP: higher power, helps me to learn to trust.
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