April 11 2025 Pancake Marathon
- Apr 11
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The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God, please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps, and especially about you dear God so that I might have an open mind And a new experience with all these things. Please help me to see the truth.
god shame you: I can only as good as the god (level of peace) I understand (to be or not to be, so what shall I be?), so I can't god shame you (let my ego say "I AM better then this ego."), more then I can do to myself; but if I do say your wrong then that would just say I have yet to come to trust myself and god?
Ways to understanding this writing
others
(different versions of myself: Is all is energy: as energy cannot be destroyed it can just change form: poetically stated by science/ the god within them as the same as the god with me)
I
( ego)
Life:
you are life and that is why it is happening to you([I] as that empowered by [other]).
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
The truth is what I make it, and sometimes I make it miserable and sometimes I make it heaven; it's all up to me how I make it.
sometimes I show up for that miracle with a bright-eyed bushy-tailed energetic aspect of I got this because I am going to give you strength, as then there is those moments where I am the weakest link and you need to help me out because I can't do this anymore I'm just going to mentally tap out; in each moment I've showed it to my life and in each moment I realize more in the moment when I am just the weakest link: that it's okay to ask for help but it only comes when I communicate.
so how will I communicate this even to myself, when do I get a moment to reflect when all I can do is I can't restart my day by taking a shower and getting a new cup of coffee; I get to stay in that moment and just work through it and really see the tools that I have in my spiritual toolkit to keep on going.
Topic
tapping out: in moments what I say I am done: I am done, but it's in those moments where I really truly come to moments of: am I done or is this just not acceptable to me; then I've asked myself: if I'm not done and this is just not acceptable to me: is it worth making a permanent decision off of a temporary moment?
How: Honest open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
What: wonder how about today?
tapping out
Honesty👀
in moments what I say I am done: I am done,
Open-mindedness👀
but it's in those moments where I really truly come to moments of: am I done or is this just not acceptable to me;
Willingness 👀
then I've asked myself: if I'm not done and this is just not acceptable to me: is it worth making a permanent decision off of a temporary moment?
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
I reached out and said I want some company because I'm miserable, when God answered And I seen that I was in a storm: of my own making; it was then I looked around and seen that I became something that I was running from: seeing the wisdom of self-seeking. and did my best to halt but only could just simply say I am powerless in my life is unmanageable in this way; so God showed up in my life and then I seen that there was an eye in the storm: where I was able to comprehend the word serenity and no new peace.
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