May 5 2025 Pancake Marathon
- May 5
- 5 min read
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
As I come to the point of what is to heal with the family of my choosing or that of what is the creation of, as I say this because it’s not that blood makes you family and that you get to choose the ones that you call family; for the blood family is a family to others without you having to fill in the blank, but that’s the thing about you filling in the blank.
So how do you fill in the blank when it comes to you choosing your family, that of what is to finding your Tribe or that of the ones that you can as a funny thing to say “you can pick your family but you can pick your friends, well this is true as well as that of what is: you can then even pick your friends Noses: yes, each there own but it still true,” as it is as what is the funny thing about you in recovery.
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that is the thing, as it comes to recovery, it is to help you bring/become that joy within your life; yes, it is true that you find in life is us within recovery(Be It traditional recovery or what would seem as a normie’s recovery.): for that is the fact of the matter, that we where Committing suicide surely but slowly: yes because of our incomprehensible(Why we can't figure out things) demoralization(Character defects) that is a pitfall(
Addiction: pain we have yet learned to let go of/ finding the message from the messenger,
alcoholism: a hopeless body stay in mind: putting those both together alcoholism would be the noun and addiction is the verb….
As maybe this would be the making/ creation of, a rock bottom….
what leads us into our defense mechanism of stinking thinking….
that of what gives us fatter[Gunpowder] to burn down our lives:
the creation of a burning desire/
a midlife crisis)
As we come to the point of what is learning from this pain; for that is the joy we get to have as we live within this life.
For that is the point within how we are able to Comprehend the word serenity: so that we can know new peace, the same would be how this is a spiritual program: for it's the Melody of the Mind that got us here in the first place; is because somehow we were taking outside influences to fill the void from within: when truly it comes down to when are we going to look Within?
So we can stop condemning, calling out what Society seems to deem common sense: “ agree to disagree,” or that of “ it is what it is;” for both in its simplest aspect of: when it comes to me and what I have to give: both are aspects of giving up/ and not being realistic how you can live life today: or is it not living life and life's terms…. as well of this being a spiritual program not a religious one: so do something about your life because no one's going to come save you.
As I come to see that is was the pain of my mind that brought me to this point of Being powerless and that makes my laugh manageable.
come to believe that (god)learning from the messenger of this pain and loving this pain can bring me back to sanity/ serenity/ non-judgmental state of emot/ Nirvana=Unity.
follow that God( good orderly Direction/ grip of desperation/ go Out doors/) As I understand(standing under).
see my parts in my actions/ finding a way but efforts( manifestation by Spirit Awakenings put forth because of the actions/ steps I've taken) into the goals/ actions: based around the steps.
to communicate this to God( to think them: for a thank you might be the easiest and simplest way of calling somebody a hero[“ so thank you”]), to ourselves(to love the ego[self-seeking] of where we came form: so we don’t shut the door on the past), and to others(what the others in step 8?, future/past self, those that can come into your lifes as you being the best teacher of that message/lesson).
To be able to let go and let god.
Seeing that I can love through seeing the joy of that gift and I can be kind/good(as I have always will be.).
Put a list of all such thoughts together(persons: when it comes to what kind of standing your are standing for so that you don’t fall for anything)/ people that you have come to give your Advice: unasked for advice is criticism.
Start being the new love in your life and forgive those things that are just hurt me because I let them rent space in my head.
Keep on finding ways to be able to start to be a leading and if I become a Dictator say “that I'm trying to change and I get to feel for the first time.”
Keep on showing up for my life/ my miracle, start making lemonade out of lemons or a lemonade stand; and find a way to just accept and to get out of my problem( my thinking by way of how I took action that I thought was appropriate: yes at that time but only at that time it was: because I didn't know anything different).
finding ways to keep on doing my best, even if that is to try; all the make sure that I build the foundation not a quick send and found a way to just be okay, as well as be somebody that on her people: “ because hurt people hurt people, unhurt people unhurt people, and it's always okay to just be okay.”
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I see know: It comes to that point of what is life today by my way of mapping a new path, I start to be kind even if I don’t want to, as maybe because life that created was because you are the zenning your gradend; But its starts with me, if I want it to?
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
As I come to this points of my life I have seen that I have learned from this pain(Addiction) and its up to me how I will thank it, as I show up to my life(The miracle in the making/ being the director and the narrator and the CEO as I boss up: my level up) by letting go and letting God; for it's only in that will I ever really keep what I have by giving it away through trying…as its all about the way that I can trust.
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