May 4 2025 Pancake Marathon
- May 4
- 5 min read
May 4 2025 Pancake Marathon
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
I question my life today, in ways that may be good innocence for me to be good for others; it's in this that I see that I can find a piece of mind if I'm willing to go that far simply to say.
As I become good for the world, I question this aspect of life though am I to remain good and still do good or are my efforts off or not; sure there's a point where if I do it from a self-seeking aspect then it doesn't matter in the end of the day: innocence as long as I'm happy/ but from an energetic standpoint leaving good and doing the right thing: will help me reach a state of Nirvana with ease and simplicity.
As it seems to be so easy to be beat down by life itself, it is challenging for me to come to a point where I want to keep going sometimes, As it is true that it happens to us all it really does; and I get to communicate this right now I already feel better.
Yes, having it to where I'm Gunk hole and willing to go above and beyond in a sense of to what point of it all would then be a sensibility to me doing what would “ above and beyond,” to where I don't have the energy per se to go and do what I really want to: when life seems to be crafted in this way; as if it's someone's all intent to hold those in life that are here back and under their understanding.
and yet still it still comes down to the simple fact of do I really truly want to have that be my life, I say a lot if not almost all the time “ who do I want to be today,” to symbolize that of it's my choice and I don't have to have all that affect me; and it's the same thing as being good for me to be good for others/ bring something to the table and if I have to build the table that's cool too/ to do the manifest what it is that I truly want in life and that is a key….“what do I want in life?”
and I guess that is the power of the god that I understand, and how I can comprehend the word serenity, because it's about my piece; yes there's a point where it's a selfish program and yet it's a lose interest in selfish things to gain interest in my fellows as well kind of a program.
I suppose the factors of why am I doing this and who am I really doing it for, as I do comprehend that if I do it for others: be it someone or something, and that other doesn't continue to be in a relative fashion to where I can get a gold star from them: then it could all fall apart with ease and if in the same sense that's already me being elapsed/ bring down my life: the creation of a burning desire; and yet that's why it's about taking it one step at a time/ just for today: just for this moment/ to keep on putting effort through the actions to manifest the life that I want.
as I don't have to be a guru in recovery or life itself, It's about just showing up and then in the cards land where they are and even make lemonade out of lemons: as to me when I get good for me to be good for others, I start making a lemonade stand/ try to carry a message; yes it does help to keep everything in relative perspective, but that's what recovers about the perspective of what I'm perceiving and then in that moment letting go and letting God through building Trust and understanding as what that may be to me: So that through the goals(the actions) as such I can find and reach out by my efforts to really even be able to question my life today.
Topic
Agnostic: Agnostic to me and its original aspect of what it's intended meaning was and is: to question, so then how do I question things: it does help to admit that they are what they can be and what's my intention behind them; For that in that sense it comes down to the simple fact “ who do I want to be today,” in that all answers come because I have showed up for that miracle/ life that I have today.
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
Agnostic:
Honesty👀
Agnostic to me and its original aspect of what it's intended meaning was and is: to question,
Open-mindedness👀
so then how do I question things: it does help to admit that they are what they can be and what's my intention behind them;
Willingness 👀
For that in that sense it comes down to the simple fact “ who do I want to be today,” in that all answers come because I have showed up for that miracle/ life that I have today.
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
It's so easy to allow things to build up but that's the thing if it was easy to allow them to build up then it's easy to allow them to be worked out and to find Space and love for them, to Simply to not judge things unworthy/ to unjustify them or devalue them( tradition 4) for them to see them as a teacher through that of what they are as a lesson ( Tradition 5) because they are just what they are( tradition 6) and then it's up to me to learn how to let go and let God because it is the fact that the trust that I have has been built on a foundation of quicksand( addiction: pain I have yet learned to love) that has been then shaped in a cocoon of alcoholism( the walls that I built up to protect myself: Character defects, then truth is that I alcoholism[: is just a hopeless body State of Mind]/Depression.); And so that's the power of recovery right there: to reflect on what is so then it's up to me to change it to what can be or that of how I want to be.
Comments