May 29 2025 Pancake Marathon
- May 29
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If with (parentheses and slanted) = it is to just for an easier read
word context, will help you best to Comprehend the word serenity when it comes to interpreting my language structure within all context
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
Life is almost a thing that just keeps on going if I(ego) do, now yes simply to say that life will always keep on going just because that's what it does and it's for ( as simple as fashion of itself and of itself) Maybe that purpose of myself (I) to be able to have efforts within that place called life; for the way that I see it with from that of a spiritual approach simply to say that I comprehend the word serenity and no new peace when it comes to the simple fact of the matter being that I am a gift.
this gift that I am, is simply to say something that has and hold space for where I exist at; for as I have come to comprehend that of my place in life is: that we are all sharing the same space and time( The Human Experience: space and time/ the 3rd dimension) but we are in our own dimensions( thought processes/ vibration/ essence of ourselves/ are true aspect: from yes the starting point of our existence).
As it simply can be said
that life itself is a wondrous place and it can be how I would love to see it and look at it/ even feel it in moments of despair or
Happiness
( both are temporary fleeting feelings:
as feelings usually are);
for that is why I know that it's crucial or that of through my experience simply to say how building on a
strong Foundation(
admitting: step one/
living life on life's terms: helping me be more realistic and getting out of my
survival mechanism[
Character defects]
that are built on my shortcomings and maybe live through as such)
That is acting with a knot of now the new character(
the one that I get to practice the principles and all my affairs with
that might be seen as hypocritical
when I just am attempting to be amazed before I'm halfway through
and comprehending the word serenity and knowing new peace
and even that of maybe falling back into my
stinking thinking/
Character defects/
shortcomings/
survival mechanisms: of the past
maybe seen as a zealot
where the slogans come from that of
meeting makers don't make it
essentially put the work in it's not just about going to the meetings
because the meeting after the meeting
the fellowshipping
is where true recovery actually happens
because in a meeting you have to stay within group consciousness
you never want to trigger somebody
because they might not have a strong Foundation
but it's still true if they want it they want it and if they don't they don't
it's always about carrying a message and at the same sense recognizing when you are in a low state through your alcoholism( I hopeless body State and mind) and that of addiction[ the verb of alcoholism/ what helps you react/ active part of addiction/ more steps 0 research])
the one that goes to meetings
the one that knows how to perform in meanings and maybe even out of meetings
and the one that actually is the essence of their character in the meetings and out of the meetings
Hypocrite: In recovery just as the same as trying to carry a message it is okay to be a hypocrite in a sense of saying why
for when we see ourselves in the meeting after the meeting/ the fellowshipping, we get to see someone's real character on how they carry themselves
not that they don't have room to grow in the parts that they have not recovered from
The parts that they get to start working on because they worked on the other parts
the parts that they get to take themselves through with or without a sponsor(
I say that because it comes down to what I sponsor and what I've come to comprehend the words Serenity within is:
steps essentially nine,
the maintenance steps that are 10 through 12: a
re all about your higher power and you in that relationship of
It's not that I'm not going to be there as a sponsor and maybe even a friendship within the fact of itself: it's about living life on life's terms
and that's the point it's about living life on life's terms so that means get somebody's phone number that you don't like[ or if you have not gone to enough meetings you probably going to like everybody there until you do] as well as the same sense that they may save your life and you may say theirs
because what if your sponsor doesn't answer
even though you can go to online meetings as a marathon aspect of itself and always Reach Out
that's why I know when you want it you want it and you don't you don't it doesn't matter how someone else shows up in your life: it matters how you show up in your life
for that's the true essence of making lemons into lemonade and being able to send your garden: to where you can go ahead and open up a lemonade stand( carry a message and try to) to the very simple fact of how else are you supposed to keep your house in order or keep your side of the street clean(?) that is if you don't put the work in action( spirituality/ taking responsibility for your part and accepting their part) and you keep acting like someone's going to come save you( religion/ welfare/ never thinking for yourself: regardless of you never knew you could or wanted to it's still the life you're choosing))
just like trying as a normie(
Try
Somebody that has never attempted to fix or work on themselves: pretty much Batman,
or that of those that are able to maintain life and of healthy connections within that life that they have created/
someone that has not took in outside things in a sense of saying to feel the broke the void and the hurt of oneself/
essentially everything in moderation helps us not be within addictive state
Being able to look at the man in the mirror
maybe even that of somebody that's not in a traditional recovery 12-step program
living life on life's terms)
as to me as how I used to think that if you're trying and that's your best,
basically you're a keeper keep on going because you're trying and that's not good enough
But that's how Society has crafted everybody within itself to act within a reactive state and that has nothing to do with recovery itself
well in recovery trying is out of per se
not losing hope
Guidance: advice and Recovery
and suggestions: ideas or ideas put forth for consideration
For not that they wanted to lie to you or any as such when it comes to our trust issues
for that's what it would be a trust issue
and so then you start going into your stinking thinking
thinking that everyone's out there to get you
when in all truth of the matter comes to light is that they just want to eat today
and maybe they're so willing to play Batman
but they have never been able to rid themselves of their family curses: becoming the golden sheep from the black sheep of the family
Or they have lack of communication
just because somebody has a lack of communication doesn't make them right but it doesn't make you wrong
it just because you're right doesn't make them wrong
sometimes it's about taking the cotton out of your ears and put it in your mouth
giving time time
letting go and letting God
don't shoot the messenger focus on the message
and maybe the simplest thing to be said here is just because they have lack of communication skills does not give you the right to Showcase your lack of communication skills
if you ever go ahead and have an outside influence be your base on any of this
when that outside influence stops being there as your foundation
you have nothing you'll probably relapse
And maybe simply said that there are three types of zealots
the one that goes to meetings
the one that knows how to perform in meanings and maybe even out of meetings
and the one that actually is the essence of their character in the meetings and out of the meetings
Hypocrite: In recovery just as the same as trying to carry a message it is okay to be a hypocrite in a sense of saying why
for when we see ourselves in the meeting after the meeting/ the fellowshipping, we get to see someone's real character on how they carry themselves
not that they don't have room to grow in the parts that they have not recovered from
The parts that they get to start working on because they worked on the other parts
the parts that they get to take themselves through with or without a sponsor(
I say that because it comes down to what I sponsor and what I've come to comprehend the words Serenity within is:
steps essentially nine,
the maintenance steps that are 10 through 12: a
re all about your higher power and you in that relationship of
It's not that I'm not going to be there as a sponsor and maybe even a friendship within the fact of itself: it's about living life on life's terms
and that's the point it's about living life on life's terms so that means get somebody's phone number that you don't like[ or if you have not gone to enough meetings you probably going to like everybody there until you do] as well as the same sense that they may save your life and you may say theirs
because what if your sponsor doesn't answer
even though you can go to online meetings as a marathon aspect of itself and always Reach Out
that's why I know when you want it you want it and you don't you don't it doesn't matter how someone else shows up in your life: it matters how you show up in your life
for that's the true essence of making lemons into lemonade and being able to send your garden: to where you can go ahead and open up a lemonade stand( carry a message and try to) to the very simple fact of how else are you supposed to keep your house in order or keep your side of the street clean(?) that is if you don't put the work in action( spirituality/ taking responsibility for your part and accepting their part) and you keep acting like someone's going to come save you( religion/ welfare/ never thinking for yourself: regardless of you never knew you could or wanted to it's still the life you're choosing))
just like trying as a normie(
Try
Somebody that has never attempted to fix or work on themselves: pretty much Batman,
or that of those that are able to maintain life and of healthy connections within that life that they have created/
someone that has not took in outside things in a sense of saying to feel the broke the void and the hurt of oneself/
essentially everything in moderation helps us not be within addictive state
Being able to look at the man in the mirror
maybe even that of somebody that's not in a traditional recovery 12-step program
living life on life's terms)
as to me as how I used to think that if you're trying and that's your best,
basically you're a keeper keep on going because you're trying and that's not good enough
But that's how Society has crafted everybody within itself to act within a reactive state and that has nothing to do with recovery itself
well in recovery trying is out of per se
not losing hope
Guidance: advice and Recovery
and suggestions: ideas or ideas put forth for consideration
For not that they wanted to lie to you or any as such when it comes to our trust issues
for that's what it would be a trust issue
and so then you start going into your stinking thinking
thinking that everyone's out there to get you
when in all truth of the matter comes to light is that they just want to eat today
and maybe they're so willing to play Batman
but they have never been able to rid themselves of their family curses: becoming the golden sheep from the black sheep of the family
Or they have lack of communication
just because somebody has a lack of communication doesn't make them right but it doesn't make you wrong
it just because you're right doesn't make them wrong
sometimes it's about taking the cotton out of your ears and put it in your mouth
giving time time
letting go and letting God
don't shoot the messenger focus on the message
and maybe the simplest thing to be said here is just because they have lack of communication skills does not give you the right to Showcase your lack of communication skills
if you ever go ahead and have an outside influence be your base on any of this
when that outside influence stops being there as your foundation
you have nothing you'll probably relapse
Especially when we attempt to make an amends step 9, and all they can see is the hurt and the Forgiveness that they have to forgive themselves of yes it's not that you don't have a part and that hurt but they're the one that choosing to hold on to that hurt(
that's why I know that forgiveness is really for yourself
and forgiveness is truly for those that you can
Control
have expectations for
the reasons why you can only have expectations work out for the one that you can control and the one that you truly have the ability to forgive is because life happens and
there are those that are in life such as your boss that might promise things but Life On Life's terms it's not in their control
For not that they wanted to lie to you or any as such when it comes to our trust issues
for that's what it would be a trust issue
and so then you start going into your stinking thinking
thinking that everyone's out there to get you
when in all truth of the matter comes to light is that they just want to eat today
and maybe they're so willing to play Batman
but they have never been able to rid themselves of their family curses: becoming the golden sheep from the black sheep of the family
Or they have lack of communication
just because somebody has a lack of communication doesn't make them right but it doesn't make you wrong
it just because you're right doesn't make them wrong
sometimes it's about taking the cotton out of your ears and put it in your mouth
giving time time
letting go and letting God
don't shoot the messenger focus on the message
and maybe the simplest thing to be said here is just because they have lack of communication skills does not give you the right to Showcase your lack of communication skills
if you ever go ahead and have an outside influence be your base on any of this
when that outside influence stops being there as your foundation
you have nothing you'll probably relapse
and so in that sense of itself that's why this is a selfish program because you're doing this for you
if you ever go ahead and have an outside influence be your base on any of this
when that outside influence stops being there as your foundation
you have nothing you'll probably relapse
forgiveness)
; As that is the power of recovery
to be able to Q-tip
Halt
and recognize how you can reflect on your life
living life on life's terms.
for Life is about living if you choose to, it's up to you how you choose to live but you get to you don't have to; as simply to say this is a complicated program for simple people no wait I just Willy Wonka you( as Willy Wonka is just the modern a means of yod: from Star Wars) as that saying actually goes “this is a simple program for complicated people.”
Topic
Showing up: In times where I don't want to show up I get to: but if I fall into I have to I've already lapsed( the mental relapse), but when it comes to me finally realizing that I'm becoming a cheetah that I was running from: that truly started off invisible and said to me in my mind that the world's going to end; that I see myself able to just take a step back when I realize I need to and then I get to find Serenity unity in that moment: for that's the true power of the painstaking( where the work actually takes place: as that is the value of having a translator/ a sponsor, for step 4is really where the pain starts kicking in) phase of our development and we will be amazed before we are halfway through.
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why;” but how will you do it?
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
Showing up:
Honesty👀
In times where I don't want to show up I get to: but if I fall into I have to I've already lapsed( the mental relapse),
Open-mindedness👀
but when it comes to me finally realizing that I'm becoming a cheetah that I was running from: that truly started off invisible and said to me in my mind that the world's going to end;
Willingness 👀
that I see myself able to just take a step back when I realize I need to and then I get to find Serenity unity in that moment: for that's the true power of the painstaking( where the work actually takes place: as that is the value of having a translator/ a sponsor, for step 4is really where the pain starts kicking in) phase of our development and we will be amazed before we are halfway through.
APS: Acronyms (bold) / Principles (italic) / Slogans (underlined)
PS: You can click the APS area to see more
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
as I keep the door open to my past I find that I can start to trust again, in a way that is healthy and that helps me have boundaries= and respect =and >self care; but that's the power and virtue of trying: as well as the letting go and letting God.
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