May 26 2025 Pancake Marathon
- May 26
- 3 min read
If with (parentheses and slanted) = it is to just for an easier read
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
As I find moments where I just want to realize why the lesson I'm learning is the lesson I'm learning, in truth it makes me feel sad and mad at times when I don't get why I get to learn this or that I'm starting to feel this way; both are okay.
It's that moment that I realized that I feel this way is then to me what a
trigger would be,
for I know that some would say triggers are real and some would say triggers or not
simply to say well can you read that word then triggers are real as they are
yes as much as we make them to be
and yes simply to say how I use triggers
is that it's a moment of I get to work on myself
In that moment I get to work on myself is the moment after I realize that I'm feeling this way; for then I start getting good to be good for others.
what I mean by getting good to be good, to be good for others, is I halt: To be able to rate myself essentially and be able to evaluate what I'm going through; giving myself that compassion and empathy that I'm looking for: so if that be said am I hungry, angry, lonely or tired( halt).
It's in that moment that I evaluate myself that I really reflect on where I'm at and where I would like to go from here. What do I really need to learn; how do I act instead of react.
Or I'm not going to say it doesn't suck, and I'm not going to say that it's not a moment of growth; I will say though that just because of someone else's lack of communication doesn't give me the right to have a lack of communication myself/ just because I'm right doesn't make them wrong and just because they're wrong doesn't make me right.
Topic
As I come too: I come to moments in life where I just want to walk away: don't we all, but in all actuality it's not about walking away: it's about walking with that teacher/ lesson/ addiction( something I've yet learned to love from); in truth I can be able to find humility when I start changing the way that I look at it and coming to that moment of acceptance?
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why;” but how will you do it?
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
As I come too:
Honesty👀
I come to moments in life where I just want to walk away: don't we all,
Open-mindedness👀
but in all actuality it's not about walking away: it's about walking with that teacher/ lesson/ addiction( something I've yet learned to love from);
Willingness 👀
in truth I can be able to find humility when I start changing the way that I look at it and coming to that moment of acceptance?
APS: Acronyms (bold) / Principles (italic) / Slogans (underlined)
PS: You can click the APS area to see more
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
in my pain I ask for help from God( grip of desperation) Of my understanding, for I was always at that level of trust but I did not comprehend that I was going nuts because the level of unrealistic expectations/ my justifications(created something that was unrealistic: due to my level of communication) Set forth from the wisdom of how I used to live life on life's terms; but it's okay, to be just okay, hurt people hurt people and unhurt people on unhurt people: but it's up to me to be who I want to be.
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