May 25 2025 Pancake Marathon
- May 25
- 5 min read
If with (parentheses and slanted) = it is to just for an easier read
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
As life comes to almost a halt in moments to where I am hurt and angry, it is true that yes I get angry we all do and the simple fact is that when I fall back into you know that stinking thinking simply to say of my old ways and my old habits I get complicated; I mean there's a point to where I find myself in that sense of you know the whole saying of “ losing yourself is the best way to find yourself,” as isn't that what it is I found a pathway and I'm walking it:
yes maybe it's cuz I'm philosophically
( the way that I see philosophy is that I take one part of something and
then I take another part from a completely different area
and put them together and see how they go and blending evolve essentially)
breaking it down or that of trying to find what works because I have trust
( I have trust issues in a sense of saying is that really the easiest way and maybe the best slogan to really highlight what that approach can be as or why I approach it as is “ follow the money,”
so in that sense are they really having my best intention or is there some type of malice or control in a sense of itself
Because yes living life and life's terms is a thing but it might have worked then but does it work today
if it is the easier way because I have trust issues
I will have to go about basically recreating the will essentially if my trust issues kick in
and sometimes essentially because you know back in the day at work but today it might not work
so in that sense yes there are times where I have to go back to the easier way or the first way because it worked even if it was seemingly at first the harder this way
and sometimes the hardest way is you know just to do the manual labor because that's the easiest way
but it's nice to have that humility moment when I realize I'm working way harder than I need to
that not everything is a workable tool to fix things
such as an example at work I use water to clean bird poop off of the patio
so everyday I was getting the host and spraying It Off
now that's good in all but essentially
it's waste of water
it's time consuming
when all actuality all I need to do is get my electric scrub brush with a bucket of water and go from there
in that sense no one can God shame somebody
no one can tell somebody they're wrong the way that they're thinking
you know essentially tradition 4-6
and yet simply to say it does come down to the simple fact of
you can defend yourself but other than that let them do them
because when they want it they want it if they don't they don't
that's what it means to be a trusted leader and a servant
essentially the ultimate teacher is a student that stays teachable
) issues That helped me to be able to be hard-headed in some instances and in the sense of the factor of
the universal law of rhythmic
if I do comprehend Serenity and unity within that universal law
that means that that's the one that says that you will always keep learning
that sometimes there are those that are hard-headed
so that means simply to say that it doesn't matter how much of an absolute truth you give them by easier way
they're going to learn through the hardest way because that's just who they are
in that sense no one can God shame somebody
no one can tell somebody they're wrong the way that they're thinking
you know essentially tradition 4-6
and yet simply to say it does come down to the simple fact of
you can defend yourself but other than that let them do them
because when they want it they want it if they don't they don't
that's what it means to be a trusted leader and a servant
essentially the ultimate teacher is a student that stays teachable
So I find the power Within comprehending the word serenity and understanding a new piece by that of how I understand God today.
Topic
comprehending serenity: in truth nothing is as big as I want it to be: but it still seems that I make it unrealistic at times, I'm targeting the messenger and not the message as that is ultimately my main focus to finding Serenity and comprehending it; it's up to me to find a way to free myself from such baggage/ addiction( pain I have yet learned to love)?
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why;” but how will you do it?
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
comprehending serenity:
Honesty👀
in truth nothing is as big as I want it to be: but it still seems that I make it unrealistic at times,
Open-mindedness👀
It is more than okay that I do that, for really just comes down to the simple fact of me realizing that I'm doing that: in moments that I'm targeting the messenger and not the message as that is ultimately my main focus to finding Serenity and comprehending it;
Willingness 👀
it's up to me to find a way to free myself from such baggage/ addiction( pain I have yet learned to love)?
APS: Acronyms (bold) / Principles (italic) / Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
Analysis is paralysis that rings so true for me today, because the trust that I have Within living life on life's terms has helped me come to a point where I did not comprehend the word serenity and no new peace and tell I admitted that I was powerless over my addiction and with that being said yes I'm amazed before I'm halfway through this phase of my development; because in truth I'm only as good when I'm able to be good other than that I'm the boogie man but that is the power of trying.
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