May 1 2025 Pancake Marathon
- May 1
- 5 min read
Updated: May 2
May 1 2025 Pancake Marathon
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
When I find myself at a moment when I just can't do this, I realize it's not that I can't it's more that I'm just saying “I can';” for it really is that simple there are moments when I just put myself out because I'm already gave up before I started.
in that: that is what makes my life unmanageable and I'm powerless against, but see that's the thing: this whole recovery thing has shown me that it was always my mindset That truly showed me that it was my mindset that was stopping me, yeah I can say life was challenging and all of these things this is absolutely true yet when it simply comes down to the matter of fact of itself that it was because of me and the way that I looked at it that made it so; That's why it says “ unable to comprehend spiritual principles/ it was my incomprehensible demoralization that was the pitfall;” see all of this is so true, recover itself is written in such a simple way that you can practice it in all your affairs ( happenings in your life) to be able to bound them/ give them a name/ love them/ learn from them/ embrace: Life On Life's terms.
yes it's not that it isn't ridiculous/ it's not that it doesn't just suck/ it's not that it's not miserable/ simply to say it's not that it's the wrong thing versus( versions of a different way of looking at it.) the right thing, it always comes down to “is a glass half full or half empty: kind of a thing;” foreign truth is just a glass and how are you going to feel it.
this also brings forth this moment of where I realize that it comes down to this simple fact: that yes there is a glass and how I'm going to fill it, but that's the thing how am I going to; for that is where you know ‘mental or physical can be a prison but your attitude will always set you free,” for that is the key.
it was always in my mindset, it was always Within These unrealistic expectations: now it's not that it's unrealistic, from the grand scheme of what is actually right: not what is moral or ethical: what is nature in that of the Instinct and internal moments of what is real( as for what is real: what in life as to where the trees produce oxygen: For through my experience that is what is real/ tangible/ physical/ will always be there no matter how someone is looking at it andThinking about it: for it will always function the same regardless of how someone can judge it Worthy or that of seemingly unworthy based around their expectations: that absolutely come from not living life and life's terms;) for you see it's not that it is unrealistic that you feel the way that you feel: for the way that you feel is absolutely perfect but the key difference here is are you going to do Malice( active hatred/ which is that creates the unjustified affair); For it's as simple as this: life on life's terms, and so what can you realistically do to get to the next goal essentially: as to Simply say admit through
step one that this is what it is and you can't change it,
because you admitted you can't change that thing you come to believe
With then you making this decision to live life on life's terms and now having a Moment of clarity
Or that of the guy that you understand/
a piece of mind
or what brings you away from the obsession( worry/ judging something unworthy/ not seeing it as a gift[ a lesson to be learned from/ as that is just the ultimate teacher upon itself]) of thinking that this is just horrible
as within itself at that point then we take part and seeing what is really happening
essentially Life On Life's terms
what can we do about it in a simple way of saying what can we bring to the table even if we have to build a table
how do we see value in everything that's there
how do we create heaven on Earth instead of Hell Bound Fury
after we do all that now we come into a moment of communication
through God oh you understand
to somebody else
and to yourself
because ultimately you can't do this by yourself even if you want to
because you can't do everything and still live life
essentially you will be surviving instead of thriving if you're going to do everything by yourself
and you're calling everybody stupid
As to then essentially let go and let God by accepting that I cannot use a copy mechanism/ that's an extreme way( Character defects) to go ahead and survive or that of protect myself( you know the flight or fight scenario essentially)
then finding humility in everything because I've accepted, that those Character defects were just shortcomings; because of the short fuse that I had
then I put a list of all thoughts( persons) together
then with action( the steps/ the goal/ the reasoning: principle) within taking that of the effort to do it
and if I ever fell back into that how would I change it if need be
keep up on showing up in my life with that now understanding of clarity/ God so that I continue to improve
because I had this light bulb moment/ a spiritual awakening, now I get to keep trying( but I know that is my best and if that's my best then that's what it is/ for your only and strong as your weakest link) to a simple fact of itself is now I become a teacher to the students that have yet to find a way to stand or take a stand
Topic
Acceptance: It's All About That: the moment of acceptance, it is also true that how do I accept it: By what it is or what I want to be; Then I asked myself what can I do to bring something to the table or even build the table at this point?
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How About today?
But it's about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
as life gives me lemons, some would say make lemonade; but I know it's about carrying a message so I'm going to make a lemonade stand. in that I get to try, with now having trust because I let go in that God.
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