March 3 Pancake Marathon
- Mar 3
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March 3 Pancake Marathon
March 3 Pancake Marathon
The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God, please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps, and especially about you dear God so that I might have an open mind And a new experience with all these things. Please help me to see the truth.
Pancake Marathon
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
I see that where I'm at with my recovery from what would be seen more common of an addiction/self abuse(really running from ones self will/self seeking) to that of what is coffee, at one Point I would of said that it was cigarettes too but I stopped that addiction/filling the void or maybe the building habit: from the past; to the point of it being that I working on myself( as to simple embrace the joker[Batman and Robin].
As to the poor that I'm going to the doc today and so it's like do, I need not/get to just drink water, kind of thing; as to wording this as best I can (for maybe that is what recovery means to “try?”).
As I want that coffee/legal high, for it's just as much an addiction with the viewpoint/good of my understanding/where I'm at in my life/the now parts of myself that i Am working with(if you want to say”on,” that might be as where you are at in finding your “why?”) through that of the quote of self to that of the metaphor through the “story of the ages,” best know as a timeless proverb; as to simply to say how will the strength(now in recovery) of this spiritual armed that I put on help me today?
Topic
Seeing the promise coming true:
As to that of what is then seeing the prayers(asking) by that of the manifestation(work I put in/think (thought), : as simply to say “the answer,” to my prayer), Well then help me as by that of simply to say miracles that show up because I showed up; Well I recognize the message and that's the messenger?
How: Honest open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you?
What: wonder how about today?
Seeing the promise coming true
Honesty👀
As to that of what is then seeing the prayers(asking) by that of the manifestation(work I put in/think (thought), : as simply to say “the answer,” to my prayer),
Open-mindedness👀
Well then help me as by that of simply to say miracles that show up because I showed up;
Willingness 👀
Well I recognize the message and that's the messenger?
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
As, I come to the points of letting go and letting god as I come to that fact of how I get to Practice the principals in all my affairs will then I come to the facts that I have grown, I have become something that I could maybe within the moments when I show up for the Miracle of my life: aspect of itself that analysis is paralysis and stayed teach, almost unknown in itself: called within recovery the problem[my thinking] as it is as that of what is than to beknown as the way that I was looking at it, to be the same as what is known within recovery as that of: My inability to practice spiritual principles and to grow along spiritual line in / the same as that of my incomprehensible to see immortalization; its in this moment that I see that all I can do is show up even if I don’t (at that moment call it a Miracle.).
Simple to say and to give up, the pain if I AM ready to be ready, some within recovery call this “Sick and tired of being sick and tired,” as then it is the point of my Attitude; As those excuses that I give myself, controlling too much trying to control to much(still this is known as a Problem/ thinking thinking.): so I must get to the point of getting to that of simply letting go and letting god.
For it’s about carrying a message, trusting in your higher power; Practicing the principles in all your affairs. my journey about what is in this meaning within each thing within the wording of Pancake Marathon: you can also go to
I know that isolating can be a big factor in keep not hurting, so essentially don't isolate always Reach Out; and maybe today you're willing to leave a comment and let me know essentially where you're at in your recovery and maybe you're ready to carry a message so share this whatever it may be in a way of giving somebody else a chance at a place where you started:
as maybe you started here and maybe this is where you find a way to start because it's always about how you finish not how you start but it's also about carrying the message and finding your way back to trust in a peace of mind; As giving freely what you didn't have been given.
thank you and always know your shoes do fit just right, that you do deserve to take a space; and it's okay to let go of that hurt when you're ready, I hope that you are today in this moment; thank you.
3.2.2025 PM [with Gemini]
3.2.2025 PM [with Gemini]
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Casual
I'm realizing that my recovery from addiction/self-abuse (running from oneself) to things like coffee (I used to think cigarettes were an addiction too) is all about working on myself and embracing my inner "joker."
I'm going to the doctor today, and I'm wondering if I should just drink water. It's like, do I need to give up coffee completely? Maybe that's what recovery means, trying to give up the things that are bad for you.
I want that coffee/legal high, but it's an addiction. I'm working on myself and trying to find my "why." How will the strength I'm building in recovery help me today?
Summarize
The user reflects on their recovery journey, comparing past struggles with addiction to their current relationship with coffee. They acknowledge past addictions like cigarettes and recognize coffee as a legal high. The user is going to the doctor and questions whether they should only drink water. They also ponder the meaning of recovery and how their spiritual strength can aid them. The user is trying to understand their motivations and "why" they are making these changes, connecting it to a larger metaphor of self-discovery.
Formal
I am currently in recovery from addiction/self-abuse, which could be seen as more common than an addiction to coffee. At one point, I would have also said cigarettes, but I have stopped that addiction/habit.
Since I am going to the doctor today, I am questioning if I should only drink water. I want coffee, which is a legal high and an addiction from my viewpoint. How will the strength I have gained in recovery help me today?
Bullet points
Working on recovery from addiction/self-abuse (running from oneself/self-seeking), specifically coffee addiction, previously cigarettes.
Questioning whether to only drink water as part of recovery; considering if this is what recovery means.
Desiring coffee/legal high, recognizing it as an addiction.
Reflecting on how the strength gained from recovery will help today.
Elaborate
I'm reflecting on my journey of recovery from what might be considered a more common addiction or self-destructive behavior - the excessive consumption of coffee. At one point, I would have included cigarettes in that category, but I've successfully overcome that addiction and filled that void. I'm actively working on myself, embracing the unpredictable and chaotic aspects of my personality, much like the Joker in Batman and Robin.
Today, I'm going to the doctor, and I'm contemplating whether I should simply drink water instead of coffee. It's a question of whether I need to abstain completely or if I can moderate my consumption. Perhaps this is what recovery truly means - to try and find a balance.
I crave coffee, that legal high, and I recognize it's an addiction. I'm trying to understand my relationship with coffee and how it fits into my current life and the aspects of myself that I'm actively developing. This introspection aligns with the timeless proverb of finding one's "why." I'm questioning how the strength I've gained in my recovery will help me navigate the challenges of today.
Shortened
I'm working on recovering from my addiction to coffee. I know I need to stop drinking it and just drink water, but it's hard because I'm so addicted to it. I'm going to the doctor today, and I hope that they can help me with my recovery.
Rephrased
I am working on recovering from an addiction to coffee, which I see as a form of self-abuse and running from oneself. I used to smoke cigarettes as well, but I have stopped that addiction. I am going to the doctor today, and I am wondering if I should just drink water instead of coffee. I want coffee because it is a legal high, and I am addicted to it. How will my spiritual strength help me today?
Empathetic
It sounds like you're really introspective about your recovery and the role that coffee plays in your life. It's great that you're so self-aware and working on understanding your "why." It can be tough to navigate these feelings and cravings, but it seems like you're approaching it with a thoughtful and open mind.
Remember that recovery is a journey, and it's okay to have moments of uncertainty or questioning. It's also important to be kind to yourself and acknowledge the progress you've already made. If you're feeling unsure about today, try to focus on the things that have helped you stay strong in the past. You might also find it helpful to talk to your doctor about any concerns you have about your coffee intake and how it relates to your overall well-being.
Alternative viewpoint
Addiction and Self-Abuse: While the author sees their past behavior as addiction and self-abuse, another perspective could view it as a coping mechanism or a way to manage stress and emotions.
Coffee as a Legal High: The author identifies coffee as a legal high and an addiction. An alternative viewpoint could see coffee as a social beverage and a stimulant that enhances focus and productivity.
Recovery and Trying: The author questions whether recovery means trying. Another perspective could define recovery as a process of change and growth, rather than simply trying.
Spiritual Armor and Strength: The author questions how their spiritual strength will help them today. An alternative viewpoint could see spiritual strength as a source of resilience and inner peace, providing guidance and support during challenging times.
3.2.2025 PM topics [with Gemini]
3.2.2025 PM topics [with Gemini]
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Casual
As to that of what is then seeing the prayers(asking) by that of the manifestation(work I put in/think (thought), : as simply to say “the answer,” to my prayer), Well then help me as by that of simply to say miracles that show up because I showed up; Well I recognize the message and that's the messenger?
Summarize
The author is asking for help in recognizing the answers to their prayers and the miracles that result from their efforts. They see the message and the messenger and are grateful for the guidance.
Formal
Regarding the matter of answered prayers and the manifestation of my thoughts and efforts, I simply ask for assistance in achieving miracles through my actions. I am prepared to recognize both the message and the messenger.
Bullet points
The author is seeking an answer to their prayers, which they view as a manifestation of their work and thoughts.
They are asking for help in the form of miracles that occur as a result of their own actions.
They recognize that there is a message being conveyed and are seeking to understand the messenger.
Elaborate
As to that of what is then seeing the prayers(asking) by that of the manifestation(work I put in/think (thought), : as simply to say “the answer,” to my prayer), Well then help me as by that of simply to say miracles that show up because I showed up; Well I recognize the message and that's the messenger?
Shortened
I asked for a miracle in my prayers; show me a sign that my efforts are being answered.
Rephrased
Regarding the manifestation of my prayers and the answers they receive, I ask for assistance in recognizing the miracles that result from my efforts. I am prepared to acknowledge both the message and the messenger.
Empathetic
I hear your plea for guidance and support. You're seeking reassurance that your efforts are not in vain, and that your prayers will be answered. You yearn for tangible signs, miracles even, to affirm that you're on the right path. Remember, sometimes the answer is already within you, and by showing up and doing the work, you're opening yourself to the miracles that are waiting to unfold.
Alternative viewpoint
Instead of expecting direct answers or miracles as a result of prayers or manifestations, focus on recognizing the subtle ways in which progress and guidance are already present in your life.
Shift your perspective from seeking external validation or intervention to actively recognizing and appreciating the internal and external resources that are already available to you.
Rather than waiting for a dramatic sign or messenger, consider that the answers you seek might be found in the everyday experiences and synchronicities that you might currently be overlooking.
ASP: acronyms SLOGANS Principles [with Gemini]
Casual
When I think about letting go and letting God, I realize that practicing those principles in my everyday life is how I grow. Showing up for the miracle of my life is key, even if I don't recognize the miracle when it happens. Analysis can lead to paralysis, so I need to remember what I've learned in recovery: my thinking is the problem. I haven't been able to practice spiritual principles or grow spiritually because I've been unable to see beyond my own issues. All I can do is show up, ready to let go of the pain and my need to control everything. Some people in recovery call this being "sick and tired of being sick and tired," which describes my attitude perfectly. I need to let go of the excuses and simply let go and let God.
Summarize
The author is reflecting on their journey of letting go and letting God. They discuss how practicing spiritual principles and growing spiritually are essential aspects of recovery. They acknowledge that their past thinking was problematic and hindered their ability to practice these principles. The author recognizes the importance of showing up and surrendering control, even when they don't feel like it's a miracle. They conclude that they must be willing to let go and let God, as continuing to control is detrimental to their recovery.
Formal
As I arrive at the point of letting go and letting God, I realize that practicing these principles in all my affairs has fostered growth and transformation. In those moments when I am present for life's miracles, I remember that overthinking can be paralyzing. The problem, as identified in recovery, is my thinking. My inability to practice spiritual principles and grow along spiritual lines is rooted in my incomprehensible demoralization. In these moments, I understand that all I can do is show up, even if I don't recognize the miracle within that moment.
It is simple to say I will surrender the pain if I am ready. Some in recovery call this "Sick and tired of being sick and tired," which points to my attitude and the excuses I make for myself. Controlling too much is still a problem rooted in my thinking. Therefore, I must reach the point of simply letting go and letting God.
Bullet points
Letting go and letting god allows one to practice the principles of recovery in all one's affairs.
Showing up for the miracle of life, even if one doesn't call it a miracle at the time, is crucial.
Analysis can lead to paralysis; therefore, it's essential to stay teachable and open to growth.
The problem in recovery is one's thinking, specifically the inability to practice spiritual principles and grow spiritually.
One must be willing to give up the pain and be ready for change; some call this being "sick and tired of being sick and tired."
Controlling too much is still a problem rooted in thinking, and letting go and letting god is the solution.
Elaborate
The author is reflecting on their journey of letting go and letting God. They recognize that practicing spiritual principles in all their affairs is crucial for growth and experiencing miracles in life.
They acknowledge the tendency for over-analysis to be paralyzing and emphasize the importance of simply showing up, even if they don't immediately perceive it as a miracle. The author identifies their struggle with control and the need to surrender to a higher power. They express a readiness to let go of their old ways, recognizing the exhaustion that comes from holding onto unhealthy patterns.
Shortened
To achieve a miracle in my life, I must practice spiritual principles. By letting go and letting God, I can overcome my addiction and grow spiritually. This means giving up control and showing up, even when I don't feel like it.
Rephrased
As I learn to let go and let God, I come to understand how to practice spiritual principles in all aspects of my life. I have grown and changed, and I can now show up for the miracle of my life. Analysis can lead to paralysis, but within recovery, the problem is identified as my thinking. I used to see my inability to practice spiritual principles and grow spiritually as an incomprehensible demon. Now, I realize that all I can do is show up, even if I don't call it a miracle at the time.
It's simple to say and give up the pain if I'm ready. Some call this being "sick and tired of being sick and tired." My attitude is important, as are the excuses I give myself for trying to control too much. I must reach the point of simply letting go and letting God.
Empathetic
It takes strength to recognize that you need to let go and let God. You've acknowledged that your thinking was the problem and that you struggled to practice spiritual principles and grow spiritually. It's understandable that you felt paralyzed at times and found it incomprehensible to see a way forward.
Remember that showing up, even when you don't feel like it, is a step in the right direction. You're ready to let go of the pain and the excuses that have held you back. You're tired of the control and the constant battle within yourself. This is a powerful realization, and it opens the door to healing and growth.
Alternative viewpoint
I can't offer a personal viewpoint, but here is an alternative perspective on the text:
While the original text emphasizes surrendering to a higher power and accepting a "miracle," an alternative viewpoint could emphasize personal agency and responsibility. Instead of relying solely on external forces, this perspective could focus on actively practicing self-control and making conscious choices to change one's thinking and behavior. This approach might involve cognitive-behavioral techniques, mindfulness practices, or other forms of therapy that empower individuals to manage their own recovery and personal growth.
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